Never Say Never Again

-till some  years  ago  as  a  stay  home  person and  nothing  much  else  to  do  someone  suggested  why  not  give  tutions  home  , i  had  not  married  and  did  not  speak  much  in the  local  dialect, then  were  the  days  of  black  commandoes  spread  out  with  red  turbans by  early  evening  and  seen  till mid  day  sparsely  here  and  there,  khalistan  was  demanding  separate  status, 
-connecting  with  children  from various  backgrounds  was  almost impossible, i  personally  believed  some  foreign hand  was  strongly  cultivating  such  terrorism  but  who  asks  me  
-times  began  changing  and  girls  in the  locality  were  seen more  often  going  out, walking  , on foot, in small groups, to  schools, colleges  opened, girls  became  professionals, some  married  out  of  cast  and  learnt  to  take  care  of  themselves  and  were  good  decision makers
-small  township  squeezed  and  shrunk  to  breathless  choking  pace  with  shops  not  opening  before twelve  tight  lanes  jammed  with  small slow  traffic, one  day  the  town  became  a  district  and  began to  expand  and  breathe  more  freely, malls  were  rising  inside  out  , beating  the  old  fashioned  markets  and  the  owners  who  sat  in turbans  on the  wooden  flat  plank cross legged not  moving  and  ordering  in tones their  servants  that  showed  what  the  status  and  position of  the  customer  was  to  get  them  tea  or  cocacola  or  sherbets or  plain water 
-now  with  on line  shopping  the  malls  have  come  to a  stand  still,  the  craze  and  trend  is  not  showing  the  graph  in their  favour, watch  movie  on line  why  go  to  PVR  or  theatre, get  things  on line  pay  cash  on delivery
-comfort  comes  in life  when one  manages  all his  schedule  in an organised  manner
-rimpy  from a  special  class  is  a  girl  of  the  maid  who  substitutes  another  maid  when she  goes  on leave, rimpy  came  to  see  us  the  first  time  when her  father  got  drubk and  burt  their  house  down, thankfully  for  the  family  who  escaped  the  fire  were  not  sleeping  in because  they had  gone  to  watch ramlila
-rimpy  came  to  us  and  she  was  just  twelve  then  very  tiny  and  thin, quickly  changed  to  look mod with  the  society  helping  out  in kind  to  build  their  new  house  on the  roadside  , fill their  house  with  grain, clothes  and  other  luxury  they  could  never  have  imagined
-she  was  sent  to  school  , her  education was  free , uniforms  free, books  free, meal  provided  free  , but  she  does  not  like  going  to  school , she  comes  home  sometimes  with her  mother  to  inform she  was  celebrating  her  birthday  with  chocolate  cake, so  large  , baloons  and  other  decorations  in the  house  with illuminations  that  indirectly  gave  her  desires  up  and  also  that  they  could  afford  to  spend  all that  money  on trivial , they  are  proud  to  be  poor  to  get  the  benefits  from all in charity  but  do  not  deserve  and  appreciate  the  opportunities  given them in medical  education and  other  fields
-she  will grow  up  and  get  a  govt  job , not  be  working  and  making  her  clients  annoyed, 
-watching  the  news  the  baba  is  convicted  and  his  followers  are  on the  rampage, who is  responsible 
-why  not  learn  proper grammar-a  stitch in time  saves  nine
-nation  is  not  a  nation when hand chosen are  granted  grains  for  thirty rupees  worth  and  made  beggarly  for  ever  instead  of  teaching  them to  earn  their  bread  with  dignity, but  teaching  a  needy  man to  catch a  fish  is  undesirable  and  unethically  non political  because  it  spoils  a  lucrative  business , keep  them  under  your  foot  so  they  remain poverty  stricken and  can be  herded  to  vote  , 
-the  crowds  have  no  stability  of  mind  and  they  just  spring  to  hyper  active  destructive  activities  , discipline  comes  from within , from outside  comes  only  restrictions
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